3rd February 2007,
1.00pm Saturday. Gonna go off after this blog. Chinese New Year is just around the corner, and the weather is so hot, dry wind makes my lip crack....Pain pain. Was not feeling well couple days ago. Was on leave on 31st Jan, to avoid jam, and to take the opportunity to buy Baskin Robbin. 1st Feb was Thaipussam- so I actually have 2 days OFF and should be getting sufficient rest to rejuvenate from the work fatigue. Yet, this 2 days so many things to do. I had "dim sum" with mum early morning, so wake up early as usual, no extra slumber, then 'marketing' and paint house. Hmm..it seems that I take such a long time to complete my house improvement yeah? Gee..taking things slowly, started painting during Christmas last year, then subsequent weekends, then delayed till last week- finally completed my painting. It's not an easy job, now I can understand why "Painting-Charges" so high- with all the sweat and climbing up and down, scrapping put the old paint, cleaning the surface before applying new paint- indeed lot of work. At least the experience created a quite-well result (minus the un-even colour at different site :PP)
Today's work was alright, training Raz for Chemo preparation. The CDR building almost completed, the flooring was done, partitioning and the wiring- just a few more touch up on paint, and furnishing here and there. Took Raz to see the place just now, at least preparing my staff to be excited and have better expectation on new venture. Magdalene gonna resign soon. She shared this to me last 2 weeks. I was pretty sad, with her leaving us, I gonna be the only Pharmacist and Oh..I can't imagine how am I gonna cope with this. Magdalene is a Christian, from Hope Church, and her reason of resigning is to relocate to Perlis to start a Christian Outreach there. Was quite encouraged by her sharing and sacrifice to take hold of God's calling for her life at this point. Wanting so much to convince her to stay, but hearing her reason, I know deep in my heart nothing is more important that God's calling.
Seeing others' life makes me ponder my situation. Had been here for 4 years plus. Is this what God wants in my life? Has He finished with me here? Or what's next? Lord, lead me- only to where Your plans and will are, lead me!
